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[08 Feb 2003|02:38am] |
Havn'et been on this thing on awhile. Took some more tests, here they are.
Personality Test: Outgoing Type You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you still get frustrated sometimes, you can get through the hard times easily and be joyful again. Your friendly personality is your good point in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. your lack of emotion is your disadvantage, but your candour has made you popular. Your friends of your gender find it hard to understand you because of your innocent thinking. But this is to your advantage when trying to attract a person who has the same personality as you.
You are walking to your boy/girlfriend's house. There are two roads to get there.
You chose to take significantly longer but is full of wonderful sights and interesting things.
Note: The road represents your attitude towards falling in love. If you take the short road, you fall in love quickly and easily. If you take the long road, you take your time and do not fall in love as easily.
On the way you see 2 rose bushes. One is full of red roses, the other full of white. You decide to pick 20 roses for your boy/girlfriend
15 Red and 5 White Roses.
Note: The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return. For example, if you chose 18 red and 2 white, you give 90 and expect 10 return.
You finally get to his/her house. A family member answers the door. You can have that family member get your boy/girlfriend or go get him/her yourself.
You chose to go get your boy/girlfriend yourself.
Note: This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems. If you asked the family member to get your significant other, then you like to avoid problems and hope that they will solve themselves. If you went to get him/her yourself, then you are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.
You go up to you boy/girlfriend's room, but nobody is there. You decide to leave the roses. Do you leave them by the windowsill or on the bed?
You chose to leave the roses on the bed.
Note: The placement of roses determines how much you like to see your boy/girlfriend. Placing them on the bed means you like to see them a lot, while placing them on the windowsill means that you are alright with not seeing them as much.
Later, it's time for bed. You and your boy/girlfriend go to sleep in separate rooms. In the morning when it's time to wake up you go in his/her room and check on him/her. When you arrive,
he/she is asleep.
Note: This is representative of your attitude towards his/her personality. If you find him/her asleep, you love your boy/girlfriend the way he/she is. If you find him/her awake, you expect him/her to change for you.
Now it's time to go back home. Do you take the short, plain road or the longer, more interesting road?
You chose the longer, more interesting road.
Note: The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone. If you chose the short road, you fall out of love easily. If you chose the longer one, you will tend to stay in love for a long time.
Reveal Yourself Result
You want your partner ( girlfriend/boyfriend ) to....
E. Do more for you
NOTE: What kind of chair do you prefer?
The message behind the question : A chair is for sitting on . If you choose to sit on a certain chair, you have no suspicions or distrust towards it. This is the same psychology present in our relationship with the people we like. In other words, the qualities you look for in a chair are similar to the qualities you look for in a partner. Sit down for a minute and give it some thought.
With respect to money ....
D. You spend carefully. Pennies saved turn into dollars.
NOTE: Tomorrow is Sunday. What are you going to do ?
The message behind the question : Sunday is a day when you are free to use however you want. Having freedom to do whatever you want is like having money to spend however you want. Becoming good at managing your finances is an important step towards independence. What do you think of your money spending habits? A penny for your thoughts.
You think good luck .....
A. Depends on maintaining good relationships with others.
NOTE: A box lying on the road. What's inside ?
The message behind the question : People often attribute unexpected events to good luck or bad luck. When something goes well, it's because of good luck; when things turn sour, it's the fault of bad luck. Your answer reveals what kind of luck (what's inside the box ) you think will befall you in an unexpected circumstance (the box on the road ). It's probably safe to say that people who select B or E do not buy lottery tickets.
The hidden side of your personality tends to be ....
C. Satisfied to care of things with a minimum amount of effort.
NOTE: If you go to the zoo, what do you look at first?
The message behind the question : When you are at the zoo, you are surrounded by caged creatures that you can't talk with, and which can't communicate with you. The fact subconsciously governs the way you act. It is very similar to how you act in human society as well. In other words, your actions reveal the hidden side of your personality.
How you relate to others...
C. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.
NOTE: What kind of present would you buy for a very close friend ?
The message behind the question : By stating what kind of gift you would give to a good friend, you are actually revealing how you relate to others. However, it doesn't really matter so much what you give someone - it's the thought that counts. If you care enough to give something,your friend will get the message. The dual acts of giving and receiving are, together, one of the finest pleasures - and one of the best forms of communication - that friends share.
When it comes to finding a romantic partner you .....
A. Will search and search until you find your perfect match.
NOTE: You want to cross a river, but there is no bridge in sight. What do you do?
The message behind the question : Your answer to this question reveals the way you tend to search for a boyfriend/girlfriend. Crossing a river is a psychological equivalent of getting out and finding that special someone. In any case, if you don't make an effort to meet people, there's no way any relationship is going to start at all. So, get to it !!!! What kind of person you'll be attracted to in real life situation..
D. Horse - those are unbridled, untrammeled, and free
In the process of courtship, which approach would make you feel irrisistable...
A. Monkey - creative, never let you feel bored
What impression you would like to give to your lover...
C. Horse - optimistic
What incident would cause you break up with your partner which character you hate most...
B. Snake - emotional, too moody; and you don't know how to please him/her
What kind of relationship you would like to build with your partner...
D. Bird - you care not only about present but future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship that you can grow with
Would you commit adultery...
D. Bird - you can never be stablized, actually you are not suitable for marriage and you don't want to make committment
What do you think about marriage...
B. White Tiger - you think of marriage is a precious thing, once you get married, you'll treasure it and your partner very much
At this moment, what do you think of Love...
A. Lion - you always thirst of love, you can do anything for it, but you won't fall for it easily
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| A whole month |
[23 Dec 2002|11:41pm] |
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Hmm...has it been a whole month already, I haven't been on furc that long lately due to server lag towards my computer which sucks a big one and well I guess I could be known as Scrooge. I don't like the holidays for various reasons I will not talk about and it hurts me more just the fact I have to go into hospital after Christmas. Not for me, but for a friend. It's so hard to look at her sometimes and wonder what could she be goign through. I mean Leukemia is something you don't mess with but now it seems like the world is restraining me from what I want to know and what I should've known. I hope she will be alright because I haven't had a friend like her in awhile. A person whose actually next to me when times are rough. I don't want to lose her...and now my mind has gone a daze.
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| Holiday |
[23 Dec 2002|05:45pm] |
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Almost Christmas. I'm not fond of the Holidays. It's never fun for me anymore. That joy I once had as a kid, it's all gone. Maybe I outgrown it, I just know that I won't be talking to people that much. I'm depressed during the holidays so I don't want to make other people's spirit go bad. Anyways, if you love the holidays, thats wonderful. If you don't, oh well. See ya when the holidays are over.
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[21 Dec 2002|11:02pm] |
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It's so sleepy. I went all over the place, practiced for my skit, flirted with some girls, hahaha, j/k. We just had fun today and I'm tired and Id on't feel like typing much. So see ya
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| Normal... |
[19 Dec 2002|12:21am] |
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I guess today was a pretty normal, but a stressful day. My friend Kyra is sad and it's pretty sad to see such a pretty girl keep on falling in love with the wrong guy, the guy that would hurt her. I wish she could see that there are other guys out there that can help her, but why does she keep on rejecting them? I wish i could help her, but it's not my position too to help her unless she asks for one. I'll give her my support through the end no matter what how long will she be avoiding my help? -sighs- You know I don't know anymore what's going on. Her life is on a stumpy road, just like mine. I wish we can work something out, but her parents make it so difficult. I promised her a trip to florida, and maybe before school ends for me, I should take her away from NY and be somewhere quiet with her where she can relax and don't think about the world for awhile.
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| Looking far |
[16 Dec 2002|10:03pm] |
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Looking far into a life of rebellion, looking into the world full of lies and deception, you never know where it will stop because it already ended. Looking far into the life of isolation, you alone cannot take on the world by far, but only isolate yourself so you won't get involved. Looking far into the life of shame, you cannot bare to stand alone when you need someone so badly, you are too ashamed to ask for help and that gets you nowhere. Looking far into the life of trust, can you be trusted with everything I say to you? If you can then bare this ring I present you. Looking far into the life of the heart, what do you see in the heart, A good person or a person that will hurt you? A lonely person or a person ashamed of themselves? If you see all of this in the person's heart, then maybe you should lend them a hand, or at least help the person to get back up on their feet so they can feel whats it like to be loved once again.
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| Looking far |
[16 Dec 2002|09:58pm] |
Looking far into a life of rebellion, looking into the world full of lies and deception, you never know where it will stop because it already ended. Looking far into the life of isolation, you alone cannot take on the world by far, but only isolate yourself so you won't get involved. Looking far into the life of shame, you cannot bare to stand alone when you need someone so badly, you are too ashamed to ask for help and that gets you nowhere. Looking far into the life of trust, can you be trusted with everything I say to you? If you can then bare this ring I present you. Looking far into the life of the heart, what do you see in the heart, A good person or a person that will hurt you? A lonely person or a person ashamed of themselves? If you see all of this in the person's heart, then maybe you should lend them a hand, or at least help the person to get back up on their feet so they can feel whats it like to be loved once again.
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| Being alive? |
[04 Dec 2002|06:29am] |
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Looks like I'm into my ways of happiness. It's amazing how it can take one person to make me smile whenever I'm done. Riley, thanks for eeverything. For being there when I neeeded you, and always being there when I needed a hug or a kiss. You remind me of many things in the past and yet I'm not scared anymore. Yeah it's 6:29am, in the morning and I'm writing this. Pretty scary, eh? lol. Anyways, Riley when I talk to you later, you're going to be surprised. ;)
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| Angerrrrrr |
[23 Nov 2002|06:38pm] |
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Wtf is up with this shit, holy crackin cow I am so pissed. Why should anyone get credit for the work i do? I mean what is up with that. He begs me to give him credit, but I said screw you, you little mofo. I am so ticked off and Alexei, I will hurt him if I have too. I can't stand this. I'm going to go get myself a beer. Bye
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[23 Nov 2002|12:10am] |
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Just when I thought this day couldn't get any worse then it already is. Well I fogot to write a journal for the 22nd. Anyways, 23 is substituting it. I am so pissed. Stupid russian bastard Alexei is pissing me off once again so I got into another fight with them and he threw me down the fuckin stairs. Luckily I ended up with a minor bruise on my ribs and then I went to the nurse for a bandage wrapping. Such a painful experience, I was really mad. I was pretty much not walking straight all day. I got some pictures up if you wanted to see. http://hof.greydawn.net/index.php4?cmd=show&id=1386 http://hof.greydawn.net/index.php4?cmd=show&id=1385 Anyways, I didn't see him afterschool, my friends told me he took a car home, but anyways, I was pretty ticked off all day and this pain is getting to me. Nurse said I should be fine by the weekend, then I'm pulvarizing Alexei for all I care at this point.
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| Looking forward |
[14 Nov 2002|05:30pm] |
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I thought looking forward to a new day would make me feel better about how things are going to go today but I realized it wasn't. The person I care for, her name is Allie is sad again and I can't do anything since she's so far away from me. She's 100miles away from where I live and I miss her deeply. Simply talking over the phone and talking on the internet is just not enough anymore. I wish I could be there for her when she's sad just like we used to hang out whenever one of us was sad. Her cousin was recently in an accident and she went back to Arkansas and everytime she goes there I feel distant. I tried calling but she won't pick up...I hope everything is alright and I can't go on thinking that she won't be okay.
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| Random |
[05 Nov 2002|04:59pm] |
TABLE BORDER=0><tr><td>
Tomato is what I taste like.
I taste like nothing, except a tomato. I'm sometimes sweet and sometimes tart; sometimes juicy, sometimes crisp. The roles of a tomato are many and varied. I am an exception to all the rules. What Flavour Are You? </td></tr></table>
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| Promise |
[26 Oct 2002|01:05pm] |
Here I stand before you A silent man with a big heart My heart is longing for you My heart is jumping for you And now I come to you With opens arms full of presents To hug you To touch you But one question remains the same... Where are you? Promise me you'll be back Promise me you'll never forget me Promise me you'll love me Promise me you'll never hurt...
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| Here |
[25 Oct 2002|11:44pm] |
Here I stand before you My Royal Highness, I am your servant My Queen, I am your guardian prince My Princess, I am your loyal guard I make people laugh I cook for people What am I?
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